Wanting to be the best person i can be
No matter where I go I leave a path of destruction or at least that is how it feels to me.
I try to be nice to people but I can’t help all the negative thoughts from running around my head and blurting them out.
Sometimes I feel I have very little that is nice to say about anyone, and when I do I struggle to say it anyway.
It’s like negativity is easy for me and positivity is so painful to project.
I am a very lonely and miserable person and inside all I want to do is shine.
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June 1st, 2008 at 7:57 am
I used to be pretty bad for judging people on appearance and stuff like that.
It’s easy to slip into even now but i do try not to be so judgemental.
When i thought horrible stuff about other people it would always make me feel better about myself and thats where the trap lies.
People i know still expect me to say things when ever i pass a homeless person or someone who stands out from the crowd.
This makes me feel pretty crappy.