http://www.myfightwithdepression.com/blog/punishing-myself-for-everything-and-anything-i-can/ Depression & Anxiety Blog Mon, 19 Apr 2010 20:48:14 +0000 http://wordpress.org/?v=2.9.2 hourly 1 http://www.myfightwithdepression.com/blog/punishing-myself-for-everything-and-anything-i-can/comment-page-1/#comment-224 Chris Tue, 01 Jul 2008 15:06:09 +0000 http://www.myfightwithdepression.com/blog/?p=65#comment-224 You just described what's been going through my head for weeks now. I keep trying to analyze my actions and trying to figure out what I have done in my past to deserve all these negative emotions. I keep looking at happy people wondering what it's like to be them and what it's like to wake up in the morning and just feel good for once. I also view this as a punishment of some sort. You are not alone with this. I keep wishing for a miracle to bring me out of this and I know it won't happen. You just described what’s been going through my head for weeks now.
I keep trying to analyze my actions and trying to figure out what I have done in
my past to deserve all these negative emotions. I keep looking at happy people
wondering what it’s like to be them and what it’s like to wake up in the morning and just feel good for once.
I also view this as a punishment of some sort. You are not alone with this.
I keep wishing for a miracle to bring me out of this and I know it won’t happen.

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