I want my relationship with my partner to last forever, I really do feel he is the one.

But my depression takes over sometimes and I get so mad and say things I don’t mean and just wind up pushing him away.

It’s like I can’t control what I say and do, I end up getting so mad and instead of taking time out I would rather battle.

I wish there was a way of just stopping myself before it gets this far.

Is it just me or does depression effect everyone this way?