I thought you were my friend untill now
My friends are a lot younger than me, well my female friends anyways. The girls I went to school with now have children or are married.
But I do have some friends that I am a lot closer to than others, I think age does make a massive difference at times.
People can appear so mature but underneath you still find that learning curve called growing up missing.
It is very hard for me because if I made the decision to not associate with these people I call friends due to their somewhat obvious lack of maturity then I could end up without friends.
I feel as though I don’t fit in to any circle right now as I’m either not a parent or I’m older and don’t have the same reckless nature.
This is why I so very often feel alone in a crowd of people.

April 20th, 2009 at 1:53 pm
i had friends but none of them were ever my realfriend how do i find a real friend and recently i’ve been feeeling depressed because i’m not working/job i just can’t figure out what to do where to go and i’m 20 years of age and i just hate myself and when my mother tells me something i just feel even more annoyed and frustrated i think i hang out around older people too much and not people my age.
April 20th, 2009 at 2:00 pm
so i thought i had friends and my mom was my own i know she is but i just need to talk to someone for is fun and exciting and i need someone to share my time with i don’t mind it being a boy but not just yet i need how they say it boys are trouble for now i’m not ready for a boyfriend relationship but to have some fun with my girlfriends to go clubing or whatever girlfriends do go to the mall and shop i think i missed out on that and that’s what i really need for my state i’m in do you think this a phase i’m goin through