I thought you were my friend untill now

Posted in My Depression by Amanda at 10:48 on 30th August 2008

My friends are a lot younger than me, well my female friends anyways. The girls I went to school with now have children or are married.

But I do have some friends that I am a lot closer to than others, I think age does make a massive difference at times.

People can appear so mature but underneath you still find that learning curve called growing up missing.

It is very hard for me because if I made the decision to not associate with these people I call friends due to their somewhat obvious lack of maturity then I could end up without friends.

I feel as though I don’t fit in to any circle right now as I’m either not a parent or I’m older and don’t have the same reckless nature.

This is why I so very often feel alone in a crowd of people.

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2 Responses to “ I thought you were my friend untill now ”

  1. # 1 cico Says:

    i had friends but none of them were ever my realfriend how do i find a real friend and recently i’ve been feeeling depressed because i’m not working/job i just can’t figure out what to do where to go and i’m 20 years of age and i just hate myself and when my mother tells me something i just feel even more annoyed and frustrated i think i hang out around older people too much and not people my age.

  2. # 2 cico Says:

    so i thought i had friends and my mom was my own i know she is but i just need to talk to someone for is fun and exciting and i need someone to share my time with i don’t mind it being a boy but not just yet i need how they say it boys are trouble for now i’m not ready for a boyfriend relationship but to have some fun with my girlfriends to go clubing or whatever girlfriends do go to the mall and shop i think i missed out on that and that’s what i really need for my state i’m in do you think this a phase i’m goin through

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