I constantly feel like I am on my own. Anyone can say “I will be there for you” but you find when you need those people most they are no where to be seen.

Understandably you realise who your real friends are in situations like this, but when it comes to family and partners you kind of expect more from them or at least I did. If you don’t have people helping around you then how can you get better?

Not just now, but all the time I wish I had someone to turn to without having to feel guilty that you have called upon them. I just want someone to listen to me instead of just hearing what they want to and turning the conversation into how it resembles their problems.

Some day I am certain someone will understand and maybe we can be there for each other as support partners because no one has the time for me right now.