Last night in my dream’s I saw a picture I have always held close to my heart, only in my dream where I was sat the image was blurred. And the more I tried to focus on it the more I faded away.

My dream’s are often vague and the interpretations of them can vary, but this time it was quite clear I was almost no longer there.

It was like a warning for me to take a step back and think of what it is I want from life and if indeed I wanted to continue the struggle.

When I woke I was frantic and scared of what this could mean to me, do I really want to just fade away to nothing?

I have family who love me very much and a very understanding partner who has supported me through all the good and bad times.

Maybe if i just took some time to focus on me and what I want to achieve in my life despite the huddles i may have to overcome along the way.